HIT THAT BULLSEYE. ♥

♥

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LOCK AND LOAD, BABY.
THAT'S ENOUGH TALKING.
LOAD.
AIM.
FIRE.
that's all there is to it.

Melissa is CAUGHT BETWEEN THE COLOURS OF A BUTTERFLY.. (:

and,by the way,this blogskin works best in Mozilla Firefox. (:

BULLSEYE.

cosplay; LOLITA`ed . <3
S.M.A.C.K for MINDS . 050807 . :D

♥The Melissa Effect ;

melissa
kirreli/intristique
-IKAN-Bilis
--x3Mel-chan
Mosuke Kiyokawa -san! :D
o11192
平安
8039 is integral to my life.
♥8039 for life.
~~bpps~~ <3
cgs
msn || friendster
1c2 'o5
2c2 'o6
3s1 'o7
4s1 'o8
cur-iie
npcc ♥
kucheengs `06
sunshines `07
npdp `o7, GOH 2 ♥
CRESCENT RALEIGH `07 ♥
mortal of gloria
angel of yiling
angel of janice (x
i am a TREE. (:
i am a COSPLAYER.
i cosplay SWEET//CLASSIC LOLITA.
i'm also a PUNK LOLITA.
LOLITA.LOVE<3
CHRNO!
KANAME!!!
SYAORAN!! ((:
wodeaiaii.
SUNSHINES.
PURE LIT.♥
VAMPIREKNIGHT.
ROSARIO+VAMPIRE.
THEGENTLEMAN'SALLIANCECROSS.
WJULIET.
WILDONES.
HANA-KIMI.
HANA YORI DANGO.
BADRELIGION.
ONEREPUBLIC.
ALKALINETRIO.
PARAMORE.
THECLICKFIVE.
P!ATD.
HINDER.
AUDITION.
I'M A LEVEL 26 BACKUP AND I'M PROUD OF IT.
TURNED AMATEUR ON 290507.
TURNED BACKUP ON 281107.

THREE IKANS AND A VERY EXTRA CLAM.
IKANS RULE!
DON'T DENY IT!
IKAN(KURAU + BILIS) = SPASTIC!

IKAN(KURAU + BILIS + KUNING) + LOBSTER + CLAM = SEAFOOD PLATTER!<3
and yes, we're having lobster tonight!

-IKAN-Bilis
-IKAN-Kurau
-IKAN-Bakar
-IKAN-Kuning

you know you love intristique . :D

~~ONE TWO THREE FOUR FIVE SIX~~
SEVEN TEMPTATIONS!
你还是我的月亮！♥
& i love you. i really do. so please, pull that dagger of doubt out of my heart.

& you shouldn't have started if you didn't intend to finish.

& so it's all about you again.

& i'm wondering when you'll tire of my petty ways.

& you've touched the corners of my heart.

& this is give and that is take.

& your admiration , my adoration.

& i'll keep playing with your heartstrings.

& tramps like us , baby we were born to run.

shots

WANTS.

what would i wish for my birthday or anything else ? (:
mostly i'd prefer spontaneous gifts. (:
but other than that ,
i absolutely ADORE/LOVE :
✖ A white or black pullover with the words "Takuya/Miku/Shun/Junji-kun loves Melissa" printed behind . :DDDD
✖ The Twilight Soundtrack . :DDD
~~✖ Porno Graffiti - Melissa . :DDD~~
✖ The Killers album - The Fuss . :D
✖ MATSUJUN ! :D give me matsujun and i'll be one uber happy fangirl .
✖ ipod touch . :o!
✖ soft toys .
✖ manga books .
✖ cosfests . <3
✖ cosplay - lolita outfits . (:
✖ cosplay - chokers . (:
✖ bishounen ! <3
✖ cute stuff .
~~✖ zen neeon .~~
✖ zen neeon skins .
✖ hinder . ;D
✖ literature . <3
✖ accessories .
~~✖ 2part keychains to be shared . :D~~
✖ shoes . x3
~~✖ INK bag~~ .
✖ Wild Ones manga . :D
✖ HANA YORI DANGO JAP DRAMA !
~~✖ hana-kimi manga . :D~~
✖ HANA-KIMI JAP DRAMA !
✖ miss whatever ! :D
✖ you . (:
~~✖ your admiration . xD~~
✖ time to be spent with friends .
and the thing that i'd love the most is ,
for you to understand me without me revealing too much . (:
and sincerity . (:
that'd be the best gift ever .

PASTS.

February 2006
March 2006
April 2006
May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008

BANG.

PLAYLIST

1. Superstar - Lupe Fiasco
2. Apologise - OneRepublic ft. Timbaland
3. 4 Minutes - Madonna ft. JT
4. Walking Disaster - Sum 41
5. Pieces - Sum 41
6. Still Waiting - Sum 41
7. With Me - Sum 41
8. Lips Of An Angel - Hinder
9. Goodbye Mr. A - The Hoosiers
10. Hello Seattle - Owl City
11. The Saltwater Room - Owl City

RECOIL.

6L 2oo4!
alex
andrew/boiisin
angeline/moli
aqilah
bojia
bryan
candice
cassandra
chantik
charlotteeee goh
charlotte sim
cheryl
christabel
cin dy
club SunshinE
ctwo
danny
darkf0rce2
danitza
geelyn
gerald
gloria
heav3nlylov3
janice!!!
jiahui
jing ning
jun xian
kaiqi
karen
lijun
lingling
liying
mandy/manman!
marie
marietta/kurau!!!
my fanfics
nadia
padma
phinie mei!!!
rachel
rayhanah
revival!
roger
sandy
shaa
sihui/xero!
tenille
venus
wenwei
woon yeow
wilbert
wing hay
xiang liang
xin shen
xiong chen
yi an
yi shuen
yingtian
zhan yu

sunshines <333
SUN shines
tkd squad
dhanusha
hazwani
hyeon
kelly 平
madhumita
mun teng
wu shuang
zarifah

SHOOT.

THANKS.

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Monday, March 31, 2008

7:46 PM

OH MY GOD.
LISA YOU PWN! c;
I can't thank you enough!
I LOVE YOU LISAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. :D
Your l33t advertising skills are so.. lovely? ^^"
THANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOUTHANKYOU FOR ADVERTISING FOR ME.
AND GETTING ME 2 COMMISHIES ;3
AND EARNING ME 7K!
THANK YOU :D

OKAY LMAO.
I THINK I GOT HIGH ON MANGA YTD.
TGA CROSS WAS DAMN COOL. ;3
ANDAND, ALTHOUGH TANEMURA-SENSEI SAID THAT SHE WOULD REVEAL ONLY SMALL PARTS OF THE PLOTS, I ALREADY KNEW WHAT WAS GONNA HAPPEN.
LOL! THE WARDEN IS SO CUTE CAN ;D
But Shizun will always be the cutest lahs. ;D
NO, NOT SHIZUMASA-SAMA. D<
SHIZUN! :D
I think Senri-san is quite cute too.
But he's like.. so full of himself.
The part where he apologises like, five times was pretty touching though.
And he actually got her in his arms! PSST x;
Haine will always be Shizumasa-sama's princess.
And Maora is so cute too :D
Maguri is just.. hardheaded. D<
HOW CAN HE NOT LIKE MAORA D:
EVEN THOUGH MAORA'S.. A GUY. BUT! D:
Oh well. Maora, you're more than welcome to take Haine away from Shizun anytime. x;
Postman!<3 SO CUTE ;D
Well, if you don't get it yet, I'm not going to give away anything. c;

Gah. I hate discussing about entering into JC or poly with my parents.
It's damn bad please.
I really don't want to get into JC.
Poly is my number one choice.
So yes, stop trying to make me see the 'facts' about JC.
Cause whatever opinion I've already formed, it's not going to change much.

HAHA.
I THINK I WENT CRAZY WATCHING JUN AND MAO ON SATURDAY.
7 EPS LAH PLS.
2 MORE EPS TILL ENDING. ;D
SO CUTE:DDDD
EH I CAN'T WAIT TO WATCH THE EP WHERE TSUKUSHI HAS TO STAY WITH TSUKASA.
OMG ROFLMAO.
COSPLAY AS A MAID! LOLOLOLOL. :D

I will never go for squad talk with the Sec 3s again! D<
OMG THOSE TWO KEPT FLASHING X_X
MY EYES BURN, AND IT'S THEIR FAULT! D<

@Manman: I want your blogskin code.
It's very pretty. c;
So may I please use it?
And today's incident at the toilet was so funny.
Did I scare you? :3

;Melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Saturday, March 29, 2008

1:42 PM

Campcraft Prelims were over today <3
I love my team a lot. <3
MOLLY! ;D
We'll always be a team kay!

I think you guys did wonderful today.
The flag wasn't even a big deal!
Got so many other schools who didn't raise their flags either.
FLAGSTAFF PEOPLE!
YOU GUYS DID GREAT ;D
THE SPARS WERE SUPER STRAIGHT CAN! ;D
STRUCTURE PEOPLE!
PRETTY PONCHOS ;D
I THINK THEY WERE VERY TAUT.
THOUGH WHEN PEOPLE TOUCH IT'S LIKE MOLESTING THE TEAM'S STRUCTURE, ZOMG x;
VC KIMBERLY!
HAHA I'M SORRY I CAN'T GET OVER CALLING YOU VICE CAPT xD
GOOD JOB WITH THE GADGET AND CUTTING TWINE, MOTHER HEN ;DD
(P.S. You'll receive the dry cleaning bill sometime.)

WE WILL GET INTO FINALS :D
YES WE WILL.

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Wednesday, March 26, 2008

7:08 PM

OHMYGOSH LOL.
I WANT THE INFINITY HAT.
BUT I'VE GOT NO CASH D<

I apologise if this sounds like another emo post, but truly, it's not.
Hello, you
I'm sorry.
Well I'm actually kind of disappointed with how you treat us.
To think I used to think so highly of you.
The way that I have to creep around what we talk about is just stupid.
Sure, let's carry on this way.
Who really gives a damn anyway?
Heh.

Welcome to reality, woman
I was really taken aback by what you said.
Seriously, is everything OUR fault?
Why don't you take some of the blame some time?
Sure, I know that you're shouldering a lot of responsibility.
But what you said INFURIATES me.
Who do you think you are?
Making us out to be kind of useless?
We're just like you.
Just much more versatile.
You don't even need to remind us.
We know we're valuable.
Stop making us feel like we're unimportant, it doesn't even matter what you say because we know we're important.

Wake up, Miss
Is life a mood train for you?
Does it look like it's suited to you and you alone?
When people offer their opinions, why don't you listen?
It's no use asking us anyway, since you're so stubborn that you don't listen.
Please.

I miss Audi.
I miss Maple.
I miss Runescape.
(YES LOL I MISS RUNESCAPE.)
I'll play Runescape with Charlotte after O's. xD
Yes I know you're waiting for me at the Castle.
DON'T WORRY LOL.
WE'LL GET TO THE BANANA PLACE SOON!

I'll play Maple after O's too.
I want to play with meso bomb x;
Maybe try out with a i/l too.

I'll play Audi after O's. YES! ;3
I know I still can play.
I'm itching to do 8k.

I WANNA DO THAT MUSIC QUIZ THAT I FOUND xD

;Melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Saturday, March 22, 2008

6:12 PM

Hey, like seriously, who gives a damn about popularity if you don't have the basis of respect?
You should deflate your goddamnned inflated head.
Because I know I don't know anything, if you do, could you kindly teach me?

OMG LUH.
CC COMP GOT POSTPONED AGAIN.
NEXT SATURDAY.
ONE DAY AFTER PROMO -_-
EVERYONE PON LOL. c:

Nice work today, Team 1.
I'm sure you guys will be able to do that again next week.

TEAM 2!
MY LOVES <3
Don't worry!
We'll reach TOP 10!
JUST ONE MORE WEEK FOR PRELIMS!
JIAYOU :3

Apple Bottom Jeans
Boots with the fur
The whole club was lookin at her
She hit the flow [She hit the flow]
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low

Them baggy sweat pants
And the Reeboks with the straps
She turned around and gave that big booty a smack [Ayy]
She hit the flo [She hit the flow]
Next thing you know
Shawty got low low low low low low low low

WE CAN ~~FIX~~ BUILD IT ;3

AND ZOMG LOL, STOP AND STARE. xD
WE DON'T CARE WHAT THAT GUY SAID.
HE'S THE ONE WHO'S SIAO INSTEAD ;D

;Melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Friday, March 21, 2008

12:28 AM

STOLEN FROM MONKEY'S BLOG

How to Play
1. Put your music player on shuffle.

2. Press forward for each question.

3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. No cheating.

4. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

How are you feeling today?
Rule The World - Take That
(OMG LOL. I RULE YOU >D)

Will you get far in life?
Empty - The Click Five
(Ahh disaster D: I feel empty already. D:)

How do your friends see you?
Don't Matter - Akon
(EH WTF?! I DON'T MATTER? LOL.)

Will you get married?
In Loving Memory - Alterbridge
(So I guess not? Will I or my fiancee die before the wedding or something o_o)

What is your best friend’s theme song?
Bliss (I Don't Wanna Know) - Hinder
(Okayyy. At least it matches with the one in front that I don't matter -_-)

What is the story of your life?
Fame < Infamy - FOB
(WOW LOL. SO I SHALL GROW UP INFAMOUS?!)

What was high school like?
Famous Last Words - MCR
(SO I'LL BE FAMOUS IN HIGH SCHOOL? :3 OMG LOL.)

How can you get ahead in life?
Next To You - Jordin Sparks
(Wait, I thought I was going to die soon o_O What with the Famous Last Words and In Loving Memory...)

What’s the best thing about your friends?
The (After) Life Of The Party - FOB
(Okay. So you should understand when we get high AFTER the party's over.)

What’s in store for this weekend?
Watch Your Words - Alterbridge
(Will I be insulting someone? Maybe Moby? :3)

Describe your grandparents.
How Long - Hinder
(No comments. If you don't know why, you shouldn't know.)

How’s your life going?
Lollipop - Mika
(WHAT? LOLLIPOP? You mean my life's going to be sweet? :3 Or will it be candy-coated? :3)

What song will they play at your funeral?
Doll - Daphne
(OMG THANK YOU. I LOVE THIS SONG. THOUGH I'D PREFER APOLOGISE I LOVE THIS SONG ALOT ALOT ALOT. <3 AND YES I KNOW I'M THAT PRETTY DOLL IN THE WINDOW. HAHAHA OKAY JK.)

How does the world see you?
Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off - P!ATD
(Oh wow. I take this that I like to lie alot?)

Will you have a happy life?
One Day Remains - Alterbridge
(Ah. Only one day? WAIT WHAT'S THAT SUPPOSED TO MEAN. AM I GOING TO HAVE ONE HAPPY DAY OF MY LIFE OR ONLY ONE MORE DAY TO HAVE A HAPPY LIFE D<)

Do people secretly lust after you?
Young And In Love - Jordin Sparks
(OMG LOL. SELF-EXPLAINATORY.)

How can you make yourself happy?
Come Home - OneRepublic
(Brainstorm would know what this means. Coach W and K too. Ah crud.)

What should you do with your life?
Tranquilize - The Killers feat. Lou Reed
(WOW PWNED. SO I NEED TO TRANQUILIZE MYSELF?)

Will you ever have children?
Do It Well - J Lo
(WTF. I'M SUPPOSED TO HAVE CHILDREN WELL?!)

What song would you strip to?
Shy Boy - Jordin Sparks
(Pretty sexy song but I'd prefer Hinder anytime thanks. Especially Lips of an Angel. <3)

What does your mum think of you?
Angel - Leona Lewis
(WTF. THIS IS A LIE. SHE DOES NOT THINK I AM AN ANGEL. DEFINITELY NOT. NOT. NOT.)

What is your deep, dark secret?
The Great Escape - Boys Like Girls
(Oh thanks. Now I know a secret about myself that I didn't even know.)

What is your mortal enemy’s theme song?
Headlight Disco - The Click Five
(WOW THANKS LOL. Retarded song -_-)

What’s your personality like?
Hum Hallelujah - FOB
(HMM LOL? I AM A GRACIOUS PERSON. xD)

What song will be played at your wedding?
Dreaming Out Loud - OneRepublic
(LOL. WILL I BE DREAMING AT MY WEDDING? WAIT, WILL I EVEN BE THERE?!)

OKAY LOL.
I'M TELLING YOU TODAY'S QUIZ IS SCREWED.
I'LL USE MY TABLET ANOTHER TIME TO DO THIS AGAIN xD
MORE CHOICES = MORE FAIR.

;Melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

7:36 PM

86 words

Speedtest

OMG LOL I STOLE THIS FROM XIAN'S BLOG.
KNS PLS I KEEP TYPING WORDS WRONG.

HAHA I JUST DECIDED THAT I SHALL QUEST FOR DEMONIC ANKLETS AND OCULUS MAGICA.
OCULUS MAGICA IS ESPECIALLY FOR MY NEW AVATAR.
DEMONIC ANKLETS IS.. JUST RANDOM. xD

LOL PWNED <3

OMG I TELL YOU DEVIL YTD DAMN FUNNY.
I INFLUENCE YOU TO BE LOUSY.
PERIOD.
HAHAHA. >D

Sometimes you've got to take the lead yourself.
And when you can't, I'll be the one to walk away.

Mobi. Pwnage.
Somehow Mobi always makes me laugh. c:
Somehow Mobi always makes me happy. c:

;Melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Sunday, March 16, 2008

6:53 PM

OKAY I SURVIVED UNIT CAMP 2008 <3
YAY GROUP 2 <3
One thing I cannot accept is how my group got Discipline ._.
I mean, AM I THAT STRICT COMPARED TO THE OTHERS?!
Gosh D:
Oh well.
Goodbye Unit Camp 2008.
My memories of you will not be posted on this blog.
It will be remembered in my head. c:
And it will fade over time.
So.. Yes.
I'm just lazy to type it out -_-
I might type it out another day.

I GOT MY BIANCAMELLA <3
OMG HAHA.
THANKYOU;;
1. A New Kind of Angel
2. Janice <3
3. DADDY! <3
4. MOMMY! <3
5. MYSELF xDDD
6. Xynade
7. Anna1422124
8. Moby Jones

These are the people who helped me by donating. c:
They are love. <3

Today's Control DJ pwns. <3
CREED, ALTERBRIDGE && ANBERLIN!
PWNAGE<3

;Melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Wednesday, March 12, 2008

7:37 PM

OMG LOL.
I CAN'T BELIEVE SHE JUST LEFT THAT IN HER LOCKER!
WTF PLEASE.

I won't be around from tomorrow till Saturday.
And if you're lucky to catch me online on Saturday, Be Nice.
Right now, I've got to THINK HAPPY THOUGHTS.

If you don't know why I'm not going to be around, check Janice's blog.
We're both not around for almost the same reasons, so yeah.

;Melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

6:24 PM

Oh gosh!
I scared both Charlotte and Manman with my 'emo' posts?
Haha. :x
Bad Manman.
You practically avoided me like the plague. -_-
It's not as if being emo is contagious okay. :/
As I explained to Charlotte, when I blog, it's either in extremes.
And when I'm happy, I'm usually off being hyper somewhere.
Instead of finding the time to blog.
So, yeah.

Today Chinese was bearable.
Partly because I managed to finish filing all my stuff for this year.
And that means, less nagging.
BUT WTF PLS I NEED TO SEE TEACHER MEH.
OMG LAH AT THIS RATE I MIGHT AS WELL GET >20 POINTS SO THAT I CAN SEE SOME HOD INSTEAD OF GETTING <20 AND STILL HAVE TO SEE.
WTF. -_-

AND QZ GOT OWNED YTD.
LOL NAD YOU BETTER SEE THIS.
APPARENTLY THAT SORT OF THING HAPPENS TO BOTH OF THEM ALOT, AHAHAHA!

I WANT MY SCH HOLIDAYS PLS.
WTF. MIGHT AS WELL MAKE US STAY IN SCH FOR THE WHOLE WEEK RIGHT.
WHY CANNOT LET US HAVE ONE MEASLY WEEK OF BREAK HUH.
I KNOW WE NEED TO RUSH SYLLABUS BUT THIS IS CRAZY.
WE NEED BREAKS. D<

;Melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Sunday, March 09, 2008

2:31 PM

So, I was looking through my handphone pictures and I found something spectacularly amazing.

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..
...
....
.....
......
ZOMGWTFBBQ I FOUND A PICTURE OF MDM TNG DURING THE BINTAN CIP TRIP 07.

Not a big deal huh?
Oh too bad. If you didn't go for the trip, you wouldn't know anyway.
I appeal to Sec 2 and Sec 3 Crescentians.
Do take part in the Bintan CIP trip.
Why take part in the Sarawak Outreach when you know that the Bintan CIP project was the original?
Don't you want to see the looks of joy on those children's faces?
Utter cuteness.
You get to teach them, you get to communicate with them.
Do you get to do that in everyday life?
These children need your help.
They do not enjoy the luxuries that we have.
And they certainly do not ask for much.
They are content even with a ball that you have probably outgrown.
If you do not wish to go on the trip, the least you can do is give them your unwanted items.
Donate to them, show them a little love.
The library we set up for them in 2006 has limited books.
And according to their teachers, the books have been thoroughly borrowed and read.

If you love books, why do you deprive others of the joy of reading?
If you dislike books, why hoard them when others don't have the chance to own them?

It is my last year in Crescent.
And I have been for the Bintan CIP project for the past 2 years.
The original twenty participants may not all be on the project still.
But those who came aboard a second time, we hope to leave a lasting legacy.
I can stand proud proclaiming that I am a Humanitarian Leader.
And that we, the Humanitarian Leaders, have made a difference to their lives.
Can you?

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Saturday, March 08, 2008

2:14 PM

I dislike it when people disagree with me.
Especially right now.
I feel like wrangling her neck.
I was only trying to be nice.
Or would she rather I just ignore her again?
You say you feel like you're not close to us anymore.
So I tried to throw you a lifeline.
And you threw it back at me.
Go swim with the sharks then.
Don't expect anyone else to save you.

I am peeved off with how fast the Biancamella 2nd Gen price is rising.
Just because it's going to evolve.
Damn it.
What if it hits 100,000?
I only have 33,000 right now.
And just two weeks ago it was 45,000.
Gosh.
Marketplace inflation is scary.

Finished reading Picture Perfect.
I think Will is the horrible bad guy.
Why do you need to lay your hands on a married woman?
Can't you see she's happy enough?
Cassie is portrayed to be strong-willed.
But is she?
She is quite fickle.
Without Ophelia's help, she probably wouldn't have gotten anywhere.
Alex Rivers. The heartthrob.
Oh yes, his French descent is wondrous.
Alex Rivers is only second to Edward Cullen in my books.
I don't believe Cassie suffers from 'Battered Wife Syndrome'.
If you truly love someone that much, no matter what they do to you, you'd take the hurt.
You wouldn't hurt them that much.
You'd let them hurt you so they don't feel it.
Yes, Cassie was pushed to her limits. And that shows how 'strong' her love is.
I don't think hurting Alex by forcing him not to love her is testimony of her love.
Get real, 'self-righteous heroine' Cassandra Barrett Rivers.
If you truly did love him, you'd stay with him.
And all in all, I think what you really meant was 'I have always waited to hurt you, Alex.'

;Melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Friday, March 07, 2008

9:03 PM

OMG.
I SUCK SO MUCH.
WTFFFFFFF.
0.40.
WTF IS THAT?
BEHIND BY 0.03.
And those 40 seconds. That was enough to send my head spinning.
I nearly collided into the chair while getting back.
I suck. Srsly.
Isabelle was mean for making me run her 200m. :/
But I'm more horrible for not challenging myself to do it faster.
Gosh. Tell me I suck.
I really do since I can't even complete my commissions for HL9 And Ouris.
I am so so so sorry.

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥

Thursday, March 06, 2008

7:58 PM

Everything sucks.
Including my L1R5.
WTF will I do with 19 points? -_-
Get into a horrible JC and try to drag myself to uni?
I can't even get into the course that I want.
GOODNESS.

I know something's wrong with you.
There's nothing wrong if you want to tell me that you don't trust me.
That you don't view me as a good enough friend.
I just dislike the way you promise me something but you break it.
It defeats the whole purpose.
Okay.
Stop.
I've got to stop expecting things of you.
~~That way I won't be disappointed anymore.~~

I think that you need to infer more.
~~If not you'll PHAIL at humanities.~~
If not you'll get alot of other people angry at you.
Sure, I care about you.
Sure, we all care about you.
But why do you keep pushing yourself into conversations that you are not invited in?
We were actually planning to get something for you. FYI.
And you butted in.
Obviously we'd get mad, yes.
Sometimes when you have too many relationships to juggle, you find yourself losing all your friends.
It's time to be a little selective.

Honestly, I don't know what to do with you.
When I went after you, you just screamed at me and got mad.
You're lucky I didn't shout back.
Even though I was going WTF in my head.
I felt like slapping your face, srsly.
I knew that if no one went after you, you'd say that no one cared.
And you'd use that to prove your ~~stupid, nonsensical, childish~~ point.
Maybe you need to realise that if you don't change, nothing else will.
We tried. Yes, the horrible T-R-Y.
CC, S, W & K will be so sad. :/
BUT YOU SEE WHAT I DO FOR YOU?
YOU SEE WHAT WE DO FOR YOU?
YOU'RE ONE OF US.
GODAMMIT.
IF YOU WERENT, I WOULDNT HAVE STARTED RUNNING.
IF YOU WERENT, I WOULDNT HAVE GIVEN A DAMN.
OMG.
GO LA.
GO.
GO.
GO.
GO.
GO.
GO.
GO.
GO.
GO.
GO.
GO.
GO.
GO.
GO.
GO.
GO.
YOU THINK THAT NO ONE CARES.
SO OKAY, NO ONE CARES.
THE WORLD WONT BEND TO YOU.
SO DON'T EXPECT IT TO.

I wonder if Mr R. was being sarcastic.
I mean, his 3 mistakes = FAIL policy didn't apply that time, did it?
Would someone tell me what the overall mark for an english essay is?
Well, the exp. errors were already numbered up to 3 thanks to slang.
Though I must say the spelling was flawless. :x
And the paragraphing warranted 2 errors too. D:
All in all, 5?
Wouldn't that mean a FAIL?
But why the heck would there be a '=)'.

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GET WELL SOON, REBECCA [:

;Melissa

Lock and Load, baby,
you ready to Rock and Roll?
HIT THAT BULLSEYE.

♥